Saturday, May 24, 2008

Another Day Wasted & Gone....

once again it is a saturday and I am at home with nothing to do. God do i have a sad and pathetic life right now. I just want everything to go back to normal and back to what I liked. I mean why do I have to be so closed from my oldest friends? I mean, if our friendship has lasted over like 7 years, one would assume that we would hang out and do stuff, right?
No! Never! thats not how we work..... examples are that one of my oldest and dearest friend no longer answers my calls, instant messages, and emails. All I want to do is hang out and do lunch and walk around Manhattan, not with other people, just by ourselves at least once a month. But she has become a stoner pothead who is ATTEMPTING to go to College....I wish her the best at it but whatever.
And lets not even get on to the ignores me, the other uses me for her sympathies, another is just a slutty hoe.

I need to starting tanning. I need to get to a gym. I need a life. I want my friends back from their home states. I need a nice large alcoholic drink. My life sucks.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

It is about almost of the end for the battle between Obama and Hilliary for the Democratic Nomination of President...who will go against John McCain who is holding it down for the Republicans. And with the whole two states votes in limbo of not being allowed to count is making everyone crazy. Honestly, if they allowed to the two states voters vote in limbo to count will place Hilliary ahead of Obama and that would make her the new front runner. My personal thought is that the powers-that-be in the Democratic party would rather have an African-American MALE than a Caucasian FEMALE in the position of Power of the Presidency. If Obama gets the vote... I am so voting for McCain--- just because I feel that if McCain gets elected and people dont like him, they public wouldn't re-elect him and that means Hilliary could run again and be victorious in 2012 elections.
Okay on this point....I was in philosophy class a few weeks, visiting my friend Aerinn and it was discussing the current elections and how religion plays a factor (really good discussion by the way!) and one of the students brought up the factor that she overheard her pastor speaking about how he the pastor believed that Obama Barrack was the Antichrist...which had certain people in the class laughing and taking offense. I thought that it was outlandish but the student speaking about her pastor, said that he had some good points and reiterated them. I won't get into the whole thing but I think that she had swayed a few people and EVEN the professor looked impressed.

Eh..not concerned about that.....Honestly I am more concerned about me finding a job this summer to help my parents out with the money and my academic-ness and my summer session classes. Thats about it. I got an application for the Limited Too at the local mall by me, and I just need to hand it in and HOPEFULLY get the job. Wish me Luck!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Rainy Sundays....

Its Sunday, May 16th, 3:18pm: and I am procrastinating by writing here than my Literature paper on a book called "The Namesake" by Jhumpa Lahiri because I don't feel like writing it. So I am on the carpet, laying down in the empty upstairs aparment because I feel like it. It is quite and I can hear the rain pitter and patter and hopefully catch a lightening storm but i doubt that since it stopped heavily down pouring.

Life: I have about maybe two weeks of classes left and than my finals. Than I take a summer session about a week after my finals till July 24. Yea I am the smart one for doing that I know..but hey I get to take up to 8 credits for free! Its good not to pay anything for once alright. Than I still have to find a job for the summer. which will suck but I have to do it. Oh well, lets up I get a good job at like a store or something!!! Joy

Personal: My friends are back home now and it is quite lonely. I have to say, sadly and pathetically that I have only four close friends and the rest range from friends to associates. Life is okay--- could be better but we are pulling through, since Dad is back to work and Mom has jobs again...and hopefully when I get my job I will be able to contribute to it.

Friday, May 16, 2008

How long have you been breathing?
19 1/7th of a year

Are you single?
yes i am.

Whats your name?

Do you love yourself the way you are?
only in the winter

What color are your eyes?

What color is your hair?

Are you in love?
Was in love

Whats your favorite song?

This is the Life by Amy MacDonald

Do you smoke?

Do you drink?
yes, socially only.

Have you ever tried drugs?


Whats your favorite kind of pizza?
cheese or pepperoni

Whats your favorite color?

Whats your favorite kind of ice cream?
strawberry & vanilla

Whats your favorite tv show?
Deadliest Catch!

Ever had sex on a slide?

Ever made out in the rain?
i wish...and i want the chance

Ever made out with a stranger?

Ever been arrested?

Ever faked an orgasm?

Ever slapped an adult?
i slapped a few bitches my age but no one older 30.

Ever been in a car crash?
i have been in a fender bender but no "crash"

Ever broken a bone?

Ever been drunk?
stupid question, i have been bombed, trashed, gone, wasted, drunk, smashed, inebriated, hammered.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes...its horrible

Ever been madly in love?
ridiculously in love was more like it.

Ever made out with the same sex?
yes. an encounter at Dizzy's.


Had sex?
a while ago.

Took a shower?
this morning


Told someone you loved them?

Slapped someone?
no one.

Punched something?
three months ago


What was your first thought this morning?
another rain day...sweet, I want Lightening!

Have you cried today at all?

Do you actually believe in perfection?
perfection is in the mind of the beholder

would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
i like rainy

Have you been to New York City?
yes..if you live in the suburb of New have visited it.

What do you think about before you go to bed?
normally, its "fucking school tomorrow" but weekends its "i hate it at home".

Last time you did laundry?
five days ago...and doing it in five minutes

Do you fight with your parents?
mostly with my mom and sometimes with my dad.

Have you ever just went out with a girl/guy because you were desperate and they asked?
no....i have morals

Where did you sleep last night?
my comfy bed!

Do you want kids?
adoption yes.

Do you have any expensive jewelry?
yes, i do...necklaces, jewelry and rings.

How many close friends do you have?
i have 5 close friends: Aly, Nora, Liz, Michelle, Stephanie,

What is your sibling('s) name?
Jeana and Tatum

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yea..there names are Steve and Davey

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
i oh so totally believe in it.

What are you listening to?
Radio Virgin UK....a station in England, its currently playing the Zuttons- Valerie

Would rain actually stop you from going somewhere or ruin your plans?
no...not really

Last time you saw your parents?
I saw my Dad last night and my mom about 15 minutes ago.

What woke you up this morning?
my internal alarm clock which resulted in a fight with my mom

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
ummmm yea it should b but well c how it goes

Did you kiss or hug anyone yesterday?

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?

Do long distance relationships work?
no..hardly ever.

Who is your number one on myspace?

Who do you wish you were with right now?
I wish I had Nora, Aly, Liz, Steve, Tara, Davey, Stephanie, Marc, Cory, Heather, Alex and we were at Applebee's

Do you listen to music everyday? religiously

Is anything bothering you?
a few things

Do you miss someone?

Are you in a bad mood?

When were you the saddest in your life?
about 5 months ago.

Have you ever loved someone and were too scared to tell them?

What are you allergic to?
dust and pollen(tree and flower)

How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
7 hours and alot of rockstar and redbull

Has anyone told you a secret this week?

Have you told someone else that secret?

What are you thinking about right now?
why is life a bitch and why cant I CHOOSE my choice for a job!!!!

Where'd you get the shirt your wearing?

Who do you currently like?
a friend

Do they like you?
he does but not like I do

Sunrise or Sunset?
i like the beginning of Sunrise and the end of Sunset

What time did you go to bed last night?
12:30am..i was really tired

Time you woke up?

What movie is in your DVD player?
Roswell Season 2

When is your birthday?
March 13

Last thing that made you mad?
I couldnt find my Tiffany ring

Are you cocky?

Can you speak French?

Have you ever killed an animal?
i dont kill animals

Do you make your bed daily?

Your favorite movie?
love actually

Do you own slippers?
yes...purple fuzzy slippers

Is there a TV in your bedroom?
no...just my laptop and radio

How many piercings do you have?

What do you think of Tom Cruise?
odd and a bad actor

Do you own or rent?
my parents own the house we live in...but i am hoping to rent my own apartment.

Do you get a christmas tree?
yes, a live one

Last two numbers in your phone number?

Who was the last person you called?

Where is your mom from?

Are you afraid of the dark?

Can you roll your tongue?

Who was the last person to call you?
umm I think it was Nora

Best fast food french fries?
oh no doubt McDonald Fries

How was your day?
nothing eventful

Have you ever eaten a T-Bone Steak?
no..I have eaten a London Broil

Can you skateboard?
hahaha i suck big time

How about play an instrument?
used to play piano, guitar and violin

Song you're listening to right now?
A Kind of Magic by Queen

Who's in your house?
Mom, me and the ghost of Kieko!

What are you doing today?
straightening my hair, cleaning and doing homework

Is your window open?

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

....Because its 9 in the Afternoon....

I have a few things to mentions, so I am gonna do it number bulleting form---- yeeeeah!

1) Well....people....i have the best news: I AM SEEING PANIC! AT THE DISCO TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!
thought i should share that with you all. I am seeing it with BFFL Amanda and we are supah super excited. As its gonna be like our fourth or concert together. We have a tendency to do concerts with each other and vacations as well. I guess its because we compliment each other very well. Its a good thing that we BFFL's!

2)I have a Gov't exam tomorrow and I am so so so not ready for it. I do not do well with American Gov't class or any type of gov't class for that matter. I know that it is important but honestly...i am not going into government or political science but a teacher or historical researcher. Its not important in the careers I want and i agreed to not brush it away or off. I promise to do my best..but its BOOORiNG.

3)I was able to choose my classes for the Summer Module at KBCC; Which consist of :
Monday thru Thursday 9:00am to 10:35am- Intro to Sociology *
Monday thru Thursday 10:45am to 12:20pm- General Psychology*

And I was also able to register for my Fall'08 Semester classes at KBC
C; which consist of:
Monday, Thursday, Friday 8:00am-9:00am- Human Growth & Development*
Monday, Wednesday, Thurs 9:10am-10:10am- Music of the Worlds People*

Monday, Tuesday 10:20am-11:20am- Music and Movement Workshop*

Monday, Tuesday, Thursday 12:40pm-1:40pm- Intro to Anthropology*

Monday, Wednesday 3:00pm-4:30pm- Psychological Disorders in Children*

I think that it is a pretty good schedule you know? Yea...its crazy classes all at once but i can handle it, it is the same amount of credits i have now, which is 14 credits nd plus the 6 from the summer classes, and HOPEFULLY by the spring I will transfer to a SUNY and be back in a dorm setting and everything....which would be so amazing and back to what I know pretty well. I do not particularly care where...BUT if i have to transfer to a would most likely be to Brooklyn College.

I promised I would post pics and this is what I am doing. The three people in these photos are my sisters.
Nora who is the "fiery Irish Ohioan Weasley Hippie" &&& Aly who is the "Delta Gamma Te
xan Jewish Republican Broadway Princess" and Myself, who is the other "Irish Mamacita Jamba Vodka Juice Gypsy".
We are the odd triangular couple.
Me........Nora Nora...............Aly


Friday, May 2, 2008


I have a it so hard for friends to come and visit you?
i mean seriously....i live in queens, you live in garden city....there is a train to get you here!!!!!
And i always go out to visit you, just once please visit me in my town, my house,where we can also go to bars and out to the city and walk and do crazy best friend things!!!

sorry. i had to get that out.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

the first...and not the last

I am happy that i actually have a place to express my thoughts or just even type what i am feeling, since everyone that I know has live journal and facebook and myspace. Not a lot of them have "blogger", so i kinda lucked out finding this place.
What is there to say so maybe i should just write a bit about me. Is that conceited?....probably not AND
later on as I post, i will describe and add pictures to show my life, as I continue to grow and learn and party but i wanted to get this out of the way okay.

I am a nice brunette who is at the tail end of her second semester in college in the CUNY system. I live in a predominantly
Irish/Italian town in Queens. I have six very close female friends and an even larger group of male friends due what one of them call "little sister syndrome", which basically means i am the little sister and they are the over-protective brothers and its their duty to watch me. I have two half sisters and about 22 first cousins and 27 seconds cousins with whom i keep in relatively close contact with (we facebook it and talk mostly every other day). I am an animal lover, but i have an affection for Egyptian Mau cats and Corgi dogs. I am a Pisces and Earth Snake, according to western and eastern astrology. I am debating between Primary Education and History as my Major. I have a major love for Rugby and Scrap booking. Thats me in a nut shell, oh and my favorite drink is mixed drink or a good cold beer.